Captain's Log

Upon looking at a lot, I think I need to rework the page for my writing. Basically, what I'll do is divide into diffrent sub-galleries, so you can look a the writing based on the series/type of thing that I'm writing. I'll make a sub-gallery for what I'm just going to call "thoughts" for now. I appologize for the lack of uploads to the gallery, the flashdrive I had ended up being the wrong one, and had none of my art scans on it. In any case, progress will be made one way or another.

I am finally starting to feel a little like myself again. I still miss my old friend, but it at least doesn't hurt so much to think about anymore. I've unfourtunetly been too busy to start with uploading things to the gallery, but I have been working on more writing. There will be further updates to the gallery and I will be making subgalleries for different things I've written, to make things easier to navigate. I'm also toying with the idea of making a part of this site that I use to post... Opinion pieces? Short articles? A place where I can post self-written articles about things I've been thinking about, but that isn't more or less a journal like the logs. I would be updating it once a week, or once every two weeks, rather than the more frequent updates from the logs (at least, that's how they're supposed to work).

In any case, the idea is still in the planning/development stages. I'll update you tomorrow. I'll be doing some more work on the gallery later today, I found a flashdrive of mine that may have some of the art I want to upload on it. Fingers crossed.

Almost immediately after I finished updating my log for friday, I got a text from a very close friend of mine, completely unprompted. He doesn't want to be around me or even talk to me anymore and I don't understand why. I've spent most of the weekend wishing for the day to come when this pain ends. Why do these things keep happening to me? What am I doing wrong?

I am sorry for the lack of progress on the gallery. It will move forward when things stop hurting so much.

It's Friday. No weekend plans as of yet, but that does mean that I finally have a day to do almost nothing, which is something I haven't had in a while. I'm looking forward to sleeping in and getting some of my writting done. I'm also pleased to report that I've made real progress on getting the gallery working, I just have to get some of my art actually uploaded first. I'll also be uploading more of my writing; I'm considering making sub-folders for different series. It will depend on how I'm doing over the weekend how quickly this all gets done.

The weather here has been unusually warm. I remain skeptical about whether or not spring is really here yet, or if we're still in a season I refer to as "UGH".

UGH is neither winter or spring, but the season in between in the two. The weather is unpredictable in temperature, yet consistently grey and wet, and also often windy. It is too hot to be winter, but none of the spring foliage, except maybe the scott's broom, is blooming. All the trees are bare. It is cold in the morning, hot in the afternoon, and muddy all day. Any clothes that you could possibly wear are going to be a little wrong for the weather, except maybe rainboots. This is the nature of UGH, my second least favorite season.

What leads me to believe that UGH might be over is that the Tulip Trees are starting to bloom. I hope they aren't early this year.

Greetings! I'm finally back. After the literal worst year of my life, I'm finally back. I"m still not doing as well as I could be, but I've finally worked up the courage to come back to updating this website.

I would first like to appologize to any frequent veiwers of this page for being away so long. But after a year of losing my long term job, the death of my pet of 15 years, multiple health scares/illnesses, working some of the worst jobs of my life just to get by, grad school falling through, the woman I was seeing ghosting me for no disernable reason, and several other awful happenings, I appreciate your understanding in this matter.

I have gotten another job, one that is considerably better than my previous one. I am still trying to get into grad school. I will be updating the site more frequently from now on. I will be adding the gallery as promised. I'm going to try and move out where I currently live this year.

That's all for today.